
Fay Fussell: Camden, New Jersey 2011

Posted on November 28, 2011 by Fay Fussell
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I grew up in the City of Camden which at one time was a vibrant, bustling town; I would see men returning to their homes after their shifts were over at the factory or shipyard, their tin lunch buckets swinging and happy smiles on their faces especially after a side stop at Bruten bar.
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Witnessing a city sliding into decline is emotional and sad to watch. It is especially sad when there seems to be no help for the city or its people. The death of Camden has been to me like the loss of a friend.
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Fay Fussell: Camden, New Jersey 2011
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All though I am not a soap box kind of person I still feel deeply about the inner city blight that has not only affected Camden but happens to be the plight of many, many cities across the nation. I find that through photography I can give testimony and reveal the sadness inside of me, probe my deepest emotions and at the same time make a social statement. Pictures are more convincing than any statement I could vocalize from a soap box, for there is nothing more articulate than what is captured through the lens of a camera. The human element has not been able to manipulate or change things around once the film has captured the scene. The images are there, no pointing of fingers, no right or wrong just the bare facts of stark silent reality.
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The structures in the assignment were chosen because they were part of memories that took me back to a free none threatening past. Also the buildings were chosen because they fascinated me in their deterioration, in their yawning desperation of broken windows and crumbling exteriors along with the scream of hopelessness that seem to generate from their skeletons. In selecting the buildings I wanted my peers to see and perhaps feel empathy for the death of a city.
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For this series I also found relief from the depression of disintegrating buildings, inner city blight and poverty by investigating other areas in Camden city and Philadelphia. The places were free from the invading poverty and chaos and created areas of peace in pockets of the cities.
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With a new interest in Photography I also found myself more comfortable and confident handling the camera and viewed it as an instrument that was able to articulate what I was unable to. I find I also am beginning to frame in my mind shots that I would never have seen or even thought of and arranging them in my mind as the framework for possible images on film.
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Fay Fussell: Camden, New Jersey 2011
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I am not writing to say I have had a sudden epiphany as a photographer and am able to verbalize in many words about the intricacies of the scenes, but to say that there has been a shift in my thinking about the imagery in Photography. Because of my shift in thinking, I have the desire to continue to learn and improve my skill in this art.
About The Author: Fay Fussell: “that as a person born and raised in Camden and now living in another town, the memory of Camden’s better days are forever embedded in my mind.” Copyright 2011